Sometimes i really miss to fall in love. I'll go crazy because of love. People say 'Love is blind' yeah u can say that. Because of love you'll do anything to make your partner happy. You'll make him smile and avoid any possible problem that will ruin your relationship. For me if a guy can sacrifice all his time( well not all but mostly) for the sake of a girl he loved is SOOOOO romantic! Gosh how i miss those time.. For me love is like you share everything with your partner and won't keep any secret between each other. But i can't deny if in any relationship, there is always a problem ALWAYS! but guess what with that fight you guys can be really close after that because you will not repeat the same mistake but as for me i learn from mistake and keep making mistake. For me its like from there you'll learn more. But keep making the same mistakes is no fun! you'll get scold and all the shit words will come out.Awwwww! how i LOVE that moment! call me weird? but that's me :)

BUT

Sometimes i really want to throw this 'love' feeling far far away from me!! Because once you've fall in love, you'll cried and hurt so badly because of love. Been there done that :)) That's why i will always think like a thousand times to like or love somebody. but the problem is i can't. Everyone has their own weakness and my weakness is when it comes to love -.-

Well this 'no love' thingy is no fun! You'll be REALLY lonely because there is no one will take care of you, no 'ohh baby i miss to hug u' or something like this ' sayang i will always love you'.. That time you'll feel like you're walking through the river without any bridge because the love it self is a strong bridge to you..



Erm okayy dee i think you should just stop this feeling2 thingy and just forces on your studies! Just wait, later on you'll find the right person to fall into :)
so yeah.. That's for today. I need to clean up my room..



so later!
love dee <3